had a “flashforward”, where i’m like.. ~30 years old, walking downtown on the street talking to my close friend, and out of the blue i hear 

OH MY GOD KATHLEEN!!! IS THAT YOU?

and i turn towards the sound, with fear in my eyes, knowing whose voice that is, but PRAYING that it isn’t him.

and i see miao running towards me, and because i’m too shocked, i can’t run away like how i normally do.

the terror this flashforward brings me.